The Desire To Be Normal Video (MV)

Let's start it then
Song Four and I'm switching it up again
Taking an old tune and serving it
Here place your order and take a sit
Recipe I'm changing it now with some subtly
Making this flow sound so butterly
So smooth in my tongue and it tastes like
The one who will break through the mud
Harmonies came to me
Music telepathy
Symphonies melodies waiting to burst out of my bubble
And I promise I won't make it subtle
Cause f*ck it
Right now I wanna be normal
But I know that's not eternal
Music out of my heart and I star on this part

Maybe I just need to fake it
Cause I want a great hit
But how will I make it
Sound so great cause
I don't really like the
Way it's turning out yet
I would still like to try again to fake it
Remake it to a real hit
Dancing to the new beat
It still feels incomplete
Without a repeat
To make the sound concrete
To make you feel the heat
So I'll swell you of your feet by rhyming

Sometimes I feel like there's something f*cked up inside me
I know that's normal and that everybody feels like I do
But that doesn't matter because when I stutter
I fall into the rabbit hole
And the deeper I fall the more alone that I become
And this glass doesn't shatter a mirror of sower
Snowballing my thoughts down road
And I feel like I might lose control
Because I did 2 days ago
We were together in bed
Cuddling hugging kissing oo wee
Shit was rad and it felt like a scene from a movie
The end of a fairytale
Happily ever after
The sail was done
Or at least that's how I imagined it was to her
But you know me
I like to be alone in my own world
And I want you with me by my side but sometimes I take it slow
And I felt like I was suffocating
Too much touch now hyper veiling
Suffering from success because the way you looked at me
Was a look I didn't know of
Obsessive but full of love
Like nothing else matters beside us lovers desires
The fire had started and I've been crying for hours
And I'm sure that you did to
I'm sorry that we went through this shit
I don't know why that look has bothered me so much
I don't know why I'm so afraid of too much touch
I'm sorry but it's just a part of me that I cant turn off
I know it's a big turn off for you please just follow
Maybe it's because I find it hard to love myself
And then you come by with your perfect smile and make me feel so safe
And then you love me so much it makes you look crazy
I'm sorry that's not on you that's on me I'm falling
And I f*cked up
And I sit here waiting for my thoughts to shut up
Waiting for the messages to show up
The message that will make me or break me
The message that will define us

What is normal when the power is held by those that make us sour
Planing with their Midas touch and making this world go on fire
Celebrating levatating
Private planes and silver linings
Waiting for the day that they could rape the earth and make some profit
We still vote for the same old leaders
White old man that makes us trigger
Maybe I'll make you consider
To try and stop the fever
Why is it normal people fire people on the field?
Because 2 old dudes refused to peace
Because the good old news said that we were weak
Because the people chose their death over faith in the ones who differ
Because there are people who profit when the people ether
F*ck this old order
Change is eteranl
Pain in the future
Desire to be normal