Circles Video (MV)

I feel so stuck in this path like it was written in stone
You need to live a normal life or there is something wrong
Don't you ever stand out, this is the way to go
You need to work a 9 to 5 and then go home all alone
My time is running away and I'm barely alive
It's like I blinked for a second, now I'm past 25
And I'm not living, no I'm not living the way I want
And I keep walking in circles, go to jobs I do hate
Doing things I don't want and talk to people that's fake
So I am worried that my life is stuck this way
And I keep trying my best to blend into this crowd
Even if my inner voice wanna scream out loud that I hate this
That I hate to live like this
But I'm too scared to change it, so I guess it's my fault
And barely no one makes it, so why should I be the special one
When I was a kid I kept on hearing I was special
From when I learned guitar and fell in love with heavy metal
But when I grew up, yeah my life took a dive
And your special became texts, said you make it out alive
But I want more than that, living isn't the same
As being alive in this reality game
I know my lungs breathe air and that my heart is still beating
What's the point of all of that when the road is misleading
And I keep walking in circles, go to jobs I do hate
Doing things I don't want and talk to people that's fake
And I'm worried that my life is stuck this way
And I keep trying my best to blend into this crowd
Even if my inner voice wanna scream out loud that I hate this
That I hate to live like this