I've been trying to solve it
Checked off all the boxes
But this still doesn't make sense to me
Running out of options
Ran right past the caution
I know things are never as they seem
I'm looking in the wrong direction blurry vision's killing me
Seeing shadows take the form of made up things
I'm losing focus
Hope you didn't notice
It's hard to keep my eyes on you
Go through the motions
I don't even know if
I can see the light that you're pointing to
I've perfected paranoia but I'm learning
To battle back on all the different ways I'm hurting
Oh I'm exhausted
Sick of feeling lost but
I know that I'll find my way back to you
Back to you
My heart's been beating faster
Closer to disaster
Than I ever wanted myself to be
I feel problematic
All I hear is static
Wish I could see just what you see
But I'm looking in the wrong direction blurry vision's killing me
Seeing shadows take the form of made up things
I'm losing focus
Hope you didn't notice
It's hard to keep my eyes on you
Go through the motions
I don't even know if
I can see the light that you're pointing to
I've perfected paranoia but I'm learning
To battle back on all the different ways I'm hurting
Oh I'm exhausted
Sick of feeling lost but
I know that I'll find my way back to you
Cause you never left me
When my life gets heavy
I know that you're really not that far away
When I'm losing focus
Hope you didn't notice
It's hard to keep my eyes on you
Go through the motions
I don't even know if
I can see the light that you're pointing to
I've perfected paranoia but I'm learning
To battle back on all the different ways I'm hurting
Oh I'm exhausted
Sick of feeling lost but
I know that I'll find my way back to you
Back to you