She's out doing things you never thought you'd see her do
If she could turn back time, this ain't the life she'd choose
Off to see her dealer so her next fix she can buy
Can't remember the last time she wasn't high
On the surface is a woman you never think was sad Underneath is a girl with deep scars from dark times had
Trying to soar from her pain like a bird
In the sky Never gets far enough, no matter how hard
She tries She runs from all the pain, bad memories and lies She's masking her reality, on autopilot she flies
Doesn't realize how much time has passed her by
All her relationships are fading, she can't understand why
She's been living in a fog, been a shell for so damn long
Unbothered by the difference between right and wrong
The darkness from her past is just too much to bear
So she stays floating in the clouds so she doesn't have to care
Trying to soar from her pain like a bird in the sky
Never gets far enough, no matter how hard she tries
She runs from all the pain, bad memories and lies
She's masking her reality, on autopilot she flies
Hoping her fog soon subsides and she takes back the wheel
Needs to start living and seeing there's good she can feel
All moments aren't ugly, there's room for beauty in her mind
I pray one day she'll see, just cause there's bad in her past
Don't have to mean a bad life
Trying to soar from her pain like a bird in the sky
Never gets far enough, no matter how hard she tries
She runs from all the pain, bad memories and lies
She's masking her reality, on autopilot she flies
Hoping her fog soon subsides and she takes back the wheel
Needs to start living and seeing there's good she can feel
All moments aren't ugly, there's room for beauty in her mind
I pray one day she'll see, just cause there's bad in her past
Don't have to mean a bad life