i hate it here. Video (MV)

Every single
Time
I think
I've finally
Changed my mind
And grown to
Love myself
In spite of all
The flaws
That i see
Inside my mind
I'm reminded
Of my
Inferiority
My undeniable
Mediocrity
And i don't
Know what i'm
Supposed to
Do with that...
I don't look anything like
The standard i see all the time
Cringe with all the comments
When i know i'll never look like them
I wish i looked better
I wish i didn't care
I wish i could be happy
With the way that i appear
I wish i had the confidence
That i sometimes feel i do
I wish that i was smaller
Wish i had different hair
Wish i looked nothing like myself
Sometimes i hate it here
Can't relate
To
All the
Girls who
Have relied on
Being pretty
To get themselves through
When i walk
Into a room
The first thing that i do
Is run myself
Through a list
To see if
I will do
Sometimes i feel like
I'm the friend
You bring along
To highlight how
It could always be worse...
"Yeah sure you're pretty too"
Is not a blessing
It's a curse
I don't look anything like
The standard i see all the time
Cringe with all the comments
When i know i'll never look like them
I wish i looked better
I wish i didn't care
I wish i could be happy
With the way that i appear
I wish i had the confidence
That i sometimes feel i do
I wish that i was smaller
Wish i had different hair
Wish i looked nothing like myself
Sometimes i hate it here
I don't look anything like
The standard i see all the time
Cringe with all the comments
When i know i'll never look like them
I wish i looked better
I wish i didn't care
I wish i could be happy
With the way that i appear
I wish i had the confidence
That i sometimes feel i do
I wish that i was smaller
Wish i had different hair
Wish i looked nothing like myself
Sometimes i hate it here
I don't know why
I get so caught up in this
Selfcritical narration
The worst part is
I know it's my own
Expectation
I don't look anything like
The standard i see all the time
Cringe with all the comments
When i know i'll never look like them
I wish i looked better
I wish i didn't care
I wish i could be happy
With the way that i appear
I wish i had the confidence
That i sometimes feel i do
I wish that i was smaller
Wish i had different hair
Wish i looked nothing like myself
Sometimes i hate it here
I wish that i was taller
I wish that i was smaller
I wish my eyes were
A different color
Wish i had different hair
Wish i looked nothing like myself
Sometimes i hate it here