rue the day. Video (MV)

What did I do to deserve this?
Hatred spewing from your mouth
Hands around my throat, around my neck
Smelling the alcohol on your breath
Vicious words cutting me down at the knees
Thinking shit, this is how it ends, this is how I die
At the hands of a f*cking sociopath
I'm in my f*ck around and find out era
You should have never laid a finger on me
Bet you never thought I'd have the strength to leave you
Never thought you'd see the day
But this bitch will live up to her namesake and you'll rue the f*cking day
Think you're the definition of a real man
Alpha male bullshit out the ass
Worried about your reputation, f*cked up situations
I'm the skeleton in your closet and I can't be silenced
No friends, f*cked up family
F*ck your family
Enabling your bullshit and excusing your abuse
You hate that word, but let's call it what it is, you piece of shit
I'm in my f*ck around and find out era
You should have never laid a finger on me
Bet you never thought I'd have the strength to leave you
Never thought you'd see the day
But this bitch will live up to her namesake and you'll rue the f*cking day
Don't worry, darling, I don't hate you
You're not worth that kind of energy
You deserve indifference, neutrality at best
You may have torn me down and hurt me
But you didn't end me, couldn't even though you tried
Best of luck to you and the life you want to live
Something tells me you'll stay toxic as ever, your name in the paper
You'll have a hard time explaining that all away
I'm already so happy without you in my life that you can't f*cking stand it
I'm in my f*ck around and find out era
You should have never laid a finger on me
Bet you never thought I'd have the strength to leave you
Never thought you'd see the day
But this bitch will live up to her namesake and you'll rue the f*cking day
You bruised more than my body, scarred more than my heart
If you were in another universe it still wouldn't be far enough apart
F*ck all your promises, your pretty words about changing
You're not capable of doing anything other than navel gazing
I'm in my f*ck around and find out era
You should have never laid a finger on me
Bet you never thought I'd have the strength to leave you
Never thought you'd see the day
But this bitch will live up to her namesake and you'll rue the f*cking day
I can promise you one thing
You'll rue the f*cking day