I know you cheated when I got locked up
I know we screamed and fought everytime that I screwed up
I know you knew a lot of bad things about me
But the main thing I want you to know is that I'm sorry
I'm sorry for all of the things I couldn't provide
Im sorry I couldn't always be right there by your side
I broke a promise we both thought that I could've kept
In the end I left you hanging in the stillness of death
I left you inches from the floor rope tight round ya neck
Feelings rushin like a tsunami as I hit the deck
I thought since we broke up you had gotten better
But I know different from the blood's pitter patter
Collected in a stain all over the wood floor
Crying over all the times I called you a whore
I was gonna catch a case for you
I was gonna give up on the race for you
I was gonna give up and make a place for you
Now you got me
Popping xanny just so I can feel of use
And Poppin Zoloft just so I can free the pain of the abuse
Cuz you're gone now
Pray to God now
You live a better life while I look through the fog now
This the epilogue now
Cause I lost you
Was it the way that I mistreated and abused you
Cause I love you
Wait No I hate you
I'm sorry Imma be the reason that I killed you
Why you gotta die on me
I was hoping you'd spend your life on me
Gone right there in front of me
I really thought you love me
Well I'm gone now
Oh you're gone from me
A beautiful discrase not pleasured by your company
I was gonna catch a case for you
I was gonna give up on the race for you
I was gonna give up and make a place for you
But now I hide my face from you
Yeah