Your Honor, it is over now
This has never been a case of trying to get free
I didn't ever want freedom
Frankly, I want a death for myself
This was a case to tell the world
That I did what I did not for reasons of hate
I hated no one
I knew I was sick or evil, or both
The doctors have told me about my sickness
And now I have some peace
I know how much harm I have caused
I tried to do the best I could after the arrest to make amends
But no matter what I did
I could not undo the terrible harm I have caused
I feel so bad for what I did to those poor families
And I understand their rightful hate