Girl, I'm packed up
Got my clothes in the bag
Won't stand in your way no more
Tired of being used
Okay, I miss the days you'd tell me face to face
Just what you thought of me
You not gonna come back three days later
Begging for apologies
And basing everything you thought of me
Off some astrology
I f*cking hate these bitches
I can't rock with they philosophy
It's like I jumped a plane
And I forgot to bring my parachute
I never had the time or energy
To truly cherish you, embarrass you
Now you telling me I ain't been fair to you
You standing next to them
Yet you surprised that I'm comparing you
I had to take a break from rapping
Just to get my mental straight
Mic is getting heavy
Just imagine what my pencil weigh
Music going stupid
Shit, I woke up feeling dense today
Better under pressure
It's like I just paid my rent today
Hey, bought a watch to tell the time
I need to make decisions
With my happiness in mind
Nineteen with a dream
And I'm just entering my prime
I'm done playing people on
I just locked in on getting mine
Through it all
The world just keep on turning
Need water under bridges
For the bridges I've been burning
Yeah, I took some L's
But that's just how you know you learning
If you only taking dubs
Your competition is concerning
From the start my mama taught me
All these lessons about empathy
And words cannot describe
How much all that shit really meant to me
The love I got for family and my friends
Is so immense to me
They always bet on me
And knew what I could be potentially
Look, I miss the times that we had shared
I thought nothing in my life
Was ever gonna compare
You looked me in my eyes
And you convinced me that you care
But then I look into the mirror
You was never even there
Damn
I tried to tell y'all it's a cold summer
Girl, I'm packed up
Got my clothes in the bag
Won't stand in your way no more
Tired of being used
Tired of being sad