Extra Neurotic Video (MV)

I'm trying to fit in
I'm also trying not to hit them
It's a lot harder than it sounds
But I've made it this far
I don't even know if I'm human at this point
I'm looking around and it just makes no sense to me
People make no sense to me and I make no sense to them
I can see it in their eyes when they look at me

But then
Sometimes I get these moments where everything feels alright
I can feel the breeze and every part of me feels happy
It's all good
Everyone I see is smiling, everyone I see is laughing

Are they laughing at me?
Wait, is that person looking at me?
Oh God, not this again
Not this again

I gotta get out of here
Alright, just don't make eye contact
Just keep walking
Head down, keep moving, keep moving
Are they still looking?
Yeah, they're still looking at me
They're still looking at me
Just keep walking
Alright I'm gonna look again
Alright here we go
I don't think they're looking any more
Yeah, we'll be okay

But as I was saying
Sometimes there's moments when everything outside feels great
When everything inside feels great
And then I realize that there is no division
It's all the same
We're all the same
If I harbor hatred and fear in my heart, the outside will reflect it
If I can learn to love the outside, maybe they can learn to love me
The same moon, the same sun
The same stars, the same one
We're all in this together
From the same non-existent place
From the same non-existent time
And that makes everything okay

And we're gonna return to this endless time
And we're gonna return to this endless time
And we're gonna return to this endless time