I started smoking when my granny passed
All the ways that I be coping never heal me fast
You never notice when I'm feeling sad
My room covered in some roaches
Shit I'm high as f*ck
Only on my second blunt
Grams would be ashamed of me
If she had seen me roll this up
I'm f*ckin up
I keep on spilling weed all on my lap
I tried to dust it up
No I'm not a fein don't call me that
I just can't waste a crumb
Memories
Close my eyes and think and see you smiling vividly
I should've spent more time with you
The love you give is definitely needed
Fighting demons
All these battles no one sees them
I just suffer quietly
They eyeing me
I shoot a smile just to deceive them
Mmh, shit
And you did the same
I think that's why I admire you
The strength you had was never fake
I pray I get as high as you
I'm just a couple puffs away
I'm not liking grieving you
I wish that I could see your face
I don't care the charge I'll hit the plug
And when im done with this
Well shit I'll probably roll another up
Burning lungs feeling numb inside
A gram is not enough
I take a puff until I'm stuck
My high ain't never long enough