My friends think I'm joking but I'm serious
I know this ain't funny
I'm laughing 'cause I'm nervous
One purpose
Two write down deep thoughts like it's deep enough
I wish this project were deep enough
But 'prolly not
Maybe I scratched the surface if you're sad inside
I made this for you, for you and I
And any praise I get, I don't deserve it
And any love you get, f*cking burn it
I was disheartened then but now I'm outraged
F*ck it all I'm outraged
Ay
You know I'm recording this on f*cking iPod headphones
Or iPhones whatever the f*ck it is
Yeah
Outraged
Yeah
Yeah
Listen to me
Well if you are, this is a secret
That I have said, through these songs
Give it time
Not long at all
Couple months, maybe a year
Maybe then, I'll disappear
Maybe I'll be happy then
Maybe I'll be happy then
I could never make my parents proud-er than now
Prolly when they understand
What I meant, they'll be outraged
F*cking outraged
Ah