Hi, I was fine
But I couldn't do without you here
You'd say that you love me
Show me how much you want me
Pretend you care for me
And I'd believe in your lies
My sacrifice
For a glimpse of your eyes
Yeah
I didn't want much
Just wanted some love from someone here
I was caring and loving
And then you just left without saying a word
Baby
Deep down I knew you're not coming
You are not coming, you're not coming
Maybe I did sth wrong and we had a chance
But what am I taking about
'Cause I knew from the start
That it wouldn't work out
And you'd ruin my life
I had to pay for u to stay
I sold my body (time, heart, home)
Then took out a loan
Seemed like a good price
For not being alone
Crazy love
Oh I can't find you here
You're like a promised land
But not for me
I did hurt
But I keep trying to find
Another poisoned flower
Pretending that I'm blind
Break, break, break
It is what it is, I'll heal
So I could hurt again
Till the world stops felling real
Baby
Thought you'd be the one warming my bed
But it's good it's great
Without you here can't help but hear
My mind
I swear I felt you here last night
But I guess
It's loneliness who's stealing my blanket at night
Cuddling with anger, fear sings lullabies
And I don't know what's going to be
Going to be, going to be
Its hard to admit it how bad I was treated
Your heart was so wicked
But I would say yes if you called me
Crazy love
Oh I can't find you here
You're like a promised land
But not for me
I did hurt
But I keep trying to find
Another poisoned flower
It was bad when you left
Would've been worse if you'd stayed
I know I seem fine by myself
But it's hard to watch everyone else
Being in love
Crazy love
Oh I can't find you here
You're like a promised land
But not for me
I did hurt
But I keep trying to find
Another poisoned flower
Dopamine, I need dopamine