Lonely Calling Video (MV)

The center of your attention
Best place I've ever been in
I'm always grasping for a leaving hand
Try my best to understand why you even give it

I can't have you
Not a pill I can swallow
It's information force-fed to my heart that feels hollow
I have to quiet the way I care
Enough that you're hardly there

Dig a hole and call it love
Fall inside it f*cks you up

Here I am lonely calling
To you I'm an afterthought
Under some things you forgot
Like you can give me something
It's over but hasn't stopped
Won't ever get to because
Here I am lonely calling

A very talented musician
You play my strings
My body listens
Why do you always have to leave so slow
Circle the drain but never go
Feeding my addiction

I can't have you not a pill I can swallow
It's information force-fed to my heart that feels hollow
I have to quiet the way I care
Enough that you're hardly there

Here I am lonely calling
To you I'm an afterthought
Under some things you forgot
Like you can give me something
It's over but hasn't stopped
Won't ever get to because

Here I am lonely calling
To you I'm an afterthought
Under some things you forgot
Like you can give me something
It's over but hasn't stopped
Won't ever get to because
Here I am lonely calling

I'm calling you up
To tell you it's over
But it's never over
You're calling me up
Telling me to come over
But I can't get closer
I'm calling your bluff
You lovely pushover
And you'll let me get closer
I'm calling you up
I want you to remember
Sorry I'm not sober don't answer

Here I am lonely calling
To you I'm an afterthought
Under some things you forgot
Like you can give me something
It's over but hasn't stopped
Won't ever get to because

Here I am lonely calling
To you I'm an afterthought
Under some things you forgot
Like you can give me something
It's over but hasn't stopped
Won't ever get to because
Here I am lonely calling
Here I am lonely calling