I can never leave behind the pain
Cuz I still don't know how to reminisce
And I can't find the line between reality and fiction
But your still embedded in my thoughts
You would tell me your the girl of my dreams
But you never hid in my dreams
So how can I trust you if I'm still awake
Woah
But one day I'll be living in the hills
Reminiscing on the good days
When I learn how to
But right now I'm still gettin my life sorted out
Cuz I don't know where to go
Sorry for what I said
I'm still lyin
To all I know
But lately I've been reminiscing on my bed
(Sorry I just lied)
Wondering how to sort out all my troubles
With my last 24 hours
And I don't care that you don't love me
Even tho I do
And I'm sorry for messing up
It won't happen again
But I'm still layin in my bed sleep deprived
Nightmare
Nightmare's
I've been having all week
Frightened
Frightened
By what's in between the walls
Fear
Fear
Fear is the path that I've chosen
Tear
Tear
Tears is the pain i go through
Somebody teach me how to reminisce
Cuz i dunno what to do
But one day I'll be living in the hills
Reminiscing on the good days
When I learn how to
But right now I'm still gettin my life sorted out
I don't know where to go
Sorry for what I said
I'm still lyin
To all I know
But lately I've been reminiscing on my bed
(Sorry I just lied)
Wondering how to sort out all my troubles
With my last 24 hours
And I don't care that you don't love me
Even tho I do
And I'm sorry for messing up
It won't happen again
But I'm still layin in my bed sleep deprived
When our time comes to an end
We can walk away and forget eachother
I could not understand-
What you wanted me to be
Nightmare's running through my brain
Thoughts searching for the answer
I will never know
And I know when you watch me suffer
It brings you the joy that I can't
But I'm still hanging along-
But lately I've been reminiscing on my bed
Wondering how to sort out all my troubles
With my last 24 hours
And I don't care that you don't love me
Even tho I do
And I'm sorry for messing up
It won't happen again
But I'm still layin in my bed sleep deprived
I said lately I've been reminiscing on my bed
Wondering how to sort out all my troubles
With my last 24 hours
And I don't care that you don't love me
Even tho I do
And I'm sorry for messing up
It won't happen again
I need to learn how to reminisce