Darius James - Joke's On Me Lyrics

Sittin back just thinking
God playing jokes on me I just don't know why I been sinkin
Account say -3 how I'm supposed to pay bills if I'm always singing
My girl been trying her best but I know deep down she don't see my reasons
Hope the sacrifices that I make don't leave me grieving
I been tryna get right with God, pray about my secrets
Act like it's all ok but the devil know my weakness
Truth is sometimes I be feeling like f*ck this faith and the fake ass people
Talk bout God all the time, when I look at they life I just don't see Him
They seeing, an uppercase E on the side of my songs, an assuming I'm lost
Played the .mp3s for my dad and my mom
Seen the hurt they feel and the disappointment cause I'm knowing they wish
I was still 19 making CHH hits but I'm grown up now, I done been through shit
Guess the joke's on me
Guess the joke's on me
Guess the joke's on me
Guess the joke's on me
Guess the joke's on me
Guess the joke's on me cause my ex moved next door
Ain't thought about her since 'Let You Go'
Know I'm not supposed to question you but
God what you have to go do that for
Maybe you telling me I need to forgive
But lately I'm feeling like f*ck that bitch
Baby girl that I'm currently with
Deserves the world and imma give it to her
Soon as I find myself
I don't know if I will
Guess the joke's on me
Jokes