Around Me Video (MV)

I'm tired of everything always coming back on me
I'm tired of always feeling so lonely
In the world I'm in
All I wanna do is stop playing pretend
Some days, I don't know if I wanna be here
Some days I need to be clear
I don't even know with my fears
If its gonna take me, let it along break me
I just feel like everything is really taking
So much out of me
Ain't no doubt in me, ain't no doubt in me now
Wanna make sure I always feel free now
I'm always pouring in the cup
Everybody always out here to sip me up
Sip me up, yeah
Sip me up, sip me up
So all they wanna do is just talk about all the nonsense
Seeing everything that I have up on my conscience
Then they wanna make sure I have enough empathy and sympathy
I don't even know it's like the end of me
Cause they really tipping me and they tipping my glass now
I feel like everything is on my ass now
All I wanna do is be first and never last out
I don't wanna be so pissed off that I just lash out
But I wanna take all this rocket and f*cking blast out
Cause I don't know who's directing or where they cast out
Somewhere I don't see, I'm just trying to like be
Everything I need to be, I don't blow up like TNT
But it's all inside of me, it feels like it's been riding me
And it's this type of vibes you see, probably like on TV
Probably not cause I said it's too vulnerable
I make sure that I do it and I want y'all to know
You ain't alone with it, you ain't in your brain
At home with it, in the zone with it, we definitely gon' clone with it
You can always hit my line, get a phone with it
Yeah