Agonizing Struggle Video (MV)

Leave behind all the mess and the heavy stress
Do my best I admit I'm a bit depressed

All I got is rhymes can they get me threw my hard times
Yuh
All I got is rhymes can they get me threw my hard times

I admit sometimes all I wanna do is die

Time and time again try to make it go away
Masking all my blaring pain
Live a life full of grey agonizing dismay

Started Praying every night hoping I won't suffer any other plights
Find myself talking to the voices in my head like a virus it just spreads
Only getting worse
They will say I was just a bit misled
Yuh
Just misled yuh
Head full of lead yuh
Just misled yuh
Head full of lead yuh
Just misled yuh
Head full of lead yuh
Just misled yuh
Head full of lead yuh

I just want my nightmare to be over
Getting older leave these problems
For the morning feeling lonely writing up another sad story
Writing up another sad story

Don't you want hear about my drowning pain
Wondering what I'm doing will make it go away
Every morning wishing I was dead
Now I know I have to stay
I just want to throw it all away

Looking at my daughter asking why I feel this way
Voices speaking really loud pushing me to go away
Looking at my daughter asking why I feel this way
Everything I say might sound a bit Cliché
Looking at my daughter asking why I feel this way
Voices speaking really loud pushing me to go away