Emptiness, waiting for the pain to hit
Still keep looking back on it
Knowing that it's gone but never out of sight
Losing sleep, in an altered state of mind
Spiraling through memories
Always kept the end in mind
Extirpate what I know and what I've known
Put me in a better place
Beat me senseless, tear me up and spit me out
Make me numb and let me know if you can see the scars you gave me
It's dark and cold though I know I'm not alone
I can feel your breath creep down my chest
I'm pleading, waiting for a sign to open my eyes
Everything reminds me of you
You know I can't do this on my own
Point the finger, play this game, missed the point but that's okay
Nothing ever ends so great, why don't I suffocate?
Take my hand and decay with me
White noise carries us through the night, static grains kill the light
Waves of thoughts can exit my mind
It's all fading to black, a forced collapse
It's dark and cold though I know I'm not alone
I can feel your breath creep down my chest
I'm pleading, waiting for a sign to open my eyes
Everything reminds me of you
Why hold my ground when I should just give in?
When have the nights become so cold?
Where has time gone?