Daron Kalp - Chill Lyrics

I've never felt so all alone
Just so you know I can't hold back
Trying to get you on the phone
Thought I'd come further but I still react
Looking back I should've seen
The way you caught me in your web
Addicted to your tragedy

I'm aching for you, keep on thinking all the worst,

You were never there, I was always scared,
Now we're all alone, sucked dry to the bone,
Faded Memory, behind the haze you'll see,
What was really true, nothing left for you,

I wonder what is keeping you from me,
Was it something that I said,
Did you decide to set me free?
Are you gave up or nearly dead?

I smile weakly, keep on trying to keep my grip,

All I know is that I'm lost and I have got to chill,
Cuz I'm falling and I'm broken and I'm wasted,
And I don't have the will...

Your eyes still sparkle in my memory,
Your tongue still brings me back to life,
You are not immune to my history,
I didn't hurt you, but I hear you crying,

I'm losing conscience, keep on sliding back to home,

All I know is that I'm lost and I have got to chill,
Cuz I'm falling and I'm broken and I'm wasted,
And I don't have the will...

Christmas lights and memories, I don't belong,
Hold you close tight right next to me, but you're all gone,

I'm aching for you, keep on trying to let you go,

All I know is that I'm lost and I have got to chill,
Cuz I'm falling and I'm broken and I'm wasted,
And I don't have the will...
I don't have the will