Tell me why you brought so much pain?
Tell me why
Tell me why my thoughts ain't the same?
Why my homeboy shot himself in the brain?
If you living by the gun could you die at the range?
Whew!! Let me breathe
Before I say something that I'm gonna regret
That's why I say nothing when I get upset
Think it's time to confess, I been living but I'm dealing with death
Whew!! Y'all don't hear me
I'm yelling DON'T PUSH ME!! Cause I'm close to the edge
How the hell you can't sleep in your bed?
I see demons chasing demons and they be in my head
I swear they be in my head
I swear I'm seeing all red
I swear I'm seeing your text
Why I leave you on read
I don't know... but I know that I be fighting myself
Yeah it's bad for my health
But I could care less
F*ck the blame I don't really care who did it
It's a-shame you ain't know how I been living
Tell me what's to gain from the way of cost to living?
The people who are main don't even pay attention
How to keep sane tell me where am I beginning?
Don't even know my name I don't even care to mention
Can't make it through the rain I been feeling all this tension
Tell me where to aim and I swear that I'm gonna end it
An this is the beginnin
Everyone I learn from sin everyday so we pray till we finished (Wait)
None a ya business
You talk about my life to much
Now you tellin me I write to much
I do this for days when I feel it might get tough
If you feel a way a tonight then yo life is up
Cause you feelin right shorty spend the night so what
What you feel inside sharp as a knife could cut
Woah
Now you got me going crazy
No
Shorty wanna have a baby
But I can't do it
Cause I been workin tryna save
Tryna make my music
An if somebody take away
Then i just might lose it
Cause if got noway dat I could express myself
Forget my health
I'm gone because I aint movin
An if I came to it
I would die
Just so I could feel alive
In the sky as the rain movin