You were waiting but I was never there, was never there
I kicked myself but you, you finally came, you finally came for me
I thought that we were meant to be
That it's all so written and clear
Turns out it was just a lesson
It was meant to teach,
Some things are never meant to be
You're just a smile that never was
A smile that never was
And I'm battling my dark thoughts alone in the winters
And it's never gonna change, and I'm never gonna change
And I'm battling my demons alone in the winter
And they're never gonna change, and I'm never gonna change
Still Waiting
You were waiting but I was never there, was never there.
I kicked myself but you, you finally came, you finally came for me
I thought that we were meant to be
That it's all so written and clear
Turns out it was just a lesson
It was meant to teach,
Some things are never meant to be
You're just a smile that never was
A smile that never was
And I'm battling my dark thoughts alone in the winters
And it's never gonna change, and I'm never gonna change
And I'm battling my demons alone in the winter
And they're never gonna change, and I'm never gonna change.
And I'm battling my dark thoughts alone in the winters
And it's never gonna change, and I'm never gonna change
(And I'm never gonna change again)
And I'm battling my demons alone in the winter
And they're never gonna change, and I'm never gonna change.
(And I'm never gonna change again)
Will someone hug me so sweetly from behind like you did? Never again
Will someone save me from myself like you did. Never again
Will I find someone like you I doubt it.
Forever and always
Will I survive without you I doubt it.
Forever and always.