Datgurldollface - No One Knows My Eyes Lyrics

I'm a wreck, don't tell nobody
I ain't running to my mommy
Water me down, make me melt
Cause I'm just a silhouette of myself

Don't know what happened, where I'm going
Hide in bed to ignore the world and
I don't know how to cope with my emotions
I'm lost in my identity

If you track me down, won't you save my life
Several cries for help, but no one knows my eyes
Yes I'm breathing, but I don't feel alive
Several cries for help, but no one knows my eyes

Who do you call when your dreams fade away
Cause I wanna break, everything I own
Who do you see when you wanna run away
Cause I don't wanna be known no more, no more, no more

I don't identify with the girl called my reflection
She stares at me with fake love, I know her intentions
Shows no conviction, she don't wanna see me
Why won't she love me, why can't she heal me
Why won't she be me
Why won't she be me
Why won't she be me
Why won't she be me

If you track me down, won't you save my life
Several cries for help, but no one knows my eyes
Yes I'm breathing, but I don't feel alive
Several cries for help, but no one knows my eyes

Everything I built I don't care about
Bury me alive, I suffocate on vanished time
Undo my mind that over analyzes (every bit of me)
That I try, to rewire, throw me away, break me to pieces
I'm scattered around, I don't know where I'm needed
Oh I, been through so many clouds
Had way too many let downs

My eyes roll back
My eyes roll back
My eyes roll back
Theres no one inside
No welcome mat
My eyes roll back
My eyes roll back
My eyes roll back

Now I cradle the idea that I'm lost til found
But nothing good comes from mechanisms
We thrive off avoidance, suppressing our pain
Who is really suffering, if we hold the reigns

If you track me down, won't you save my life
Several cries for help, but no one knows my eyes
Yes I'm breathing, but I don't feel alive
Several cries for help, but no one knows my eyes