Tryna tell myself I can't really catch no feelings
I can't fall in love again, my heart, you tried stealing
I thought we'd be forever, but now I regret kneeling
I met you back when I was young, back when I still tried healing
But I don't think I'll ever be whole again
I don't think I'll ever be home again
My home was someone, I called your name
I can't go down that road again
I believed in love at first sight when I met you back on that first night
We knew each for 9 nine months and I thought you'd be my first wife
I guess god doesn't want it
And then another came, and said "I'm on it"
Cause now a bitch back from the past is all I'm using for profit
She was playing games like plain Jane and then gifting me a fake chain
And now she's the reason I overthink and why I can't stay sane
Tryna tell myself I can't really catch no feelings
I can't fall in love again, my heart, you tried stealing
I thought we'd be forever, but now I regret kneeling
I met you back when I was young, back when I still tried healing
I kept telling myself "don't do it"
My heart said that you're the one
And you ain't one that I'd throw away
Or a little flavor of the month
You kept thinking I was one of his friends
That was just tryna hit once
But that wasn't me, that was your man
You were falling for his bluff
If I catch feelings, I'll fall in love
And I can't be doing that shit again
Because it all ends in the same way
You'll tell me that you wanna be friends
Like putting on the same movie
Knowing every detail, how it ends
But can't fix it, can't risk it
Going back in time to back then
Four chapters in our book
And not a single one was my favorite
Because they were all the same with what you did
When every moment with you, id savor it
You were thinking you were tryna help me
But really you just enabled it
Theres a new guy up in your life
But he's just me with different flavoring
And even when i heard about him
I still kept you in my life
I'd do anything and everything
Girl, you could name a high price
I thought wed ride off in the sunset
I thought that wed live a high life
But this crow is on his own
Cause you tossed me into the wildlife
Tryna tell myself I can't really catch no feelings
I can't fall in love again, my heart, you tried stealing
I thought we'd be forever, but now I regret kneeling
I met you back when I was young, back when I still tried healing