Dave Kro - Hold Back Lyrics

The first was why I left
And the second's why I'm back
And then I got addicted
To a whole bottle of Jack
I thought I had my life together
I thought I'm back on track
But i don't know if I'll move on
Because I'm always holding back

Love can be a dream you want but know that you can't have
Or a nightmare that you can't wake up from, yeah this shit don't last
She thought I was gonna make it, she was only after cash
I was giving her my all, and she still bringing up my past

There was a time I said I loved you
Nah f*ck that, cause we're done
I thought we'd go until the end
But I guess I'm just for fun
I thought we would go to Vegas
Or one day we'd have a son
But you played me like a fiddle
I guess I was your hit and run

How you gonna tell your folks
How you put me on the ropes
I asked if you love me
You said 'not even close'
Every time I write
You were calling me a goat
But that to the point that you crush all my hopes

I've wasted all my life on you
But now I'm done
All I did was show you sympathy
I thought I won
But I was wrong, I was wrong
Cause you went on the run
I saw you as my girl
But you saw me just for fun

I really thought there was a "we" and then I saw the other five
But maybe there can be an "us", maybe in another life
Ha, nah I lied, cause I can find another wife
I wrote a song for your birthday and you still chose the other guy

The first was why I left
And the second's why I'm back
And then I got addicted
To a whole bottle of Jack
I thought I had my life together
I thought I'm back on track
But i don't know if I'll move on
Because I'm always holding back

When we met that one summer
Then you chose another guy
You didn't think about me
All the nights I went and cried
I told you I had trust issues
And you still lied
Give me back that whole year
When we met on 4th of July

But I forgive you
After everything you did, I forgive you
But I still don't ever want you back
That's the one thing I won't give you

Satisfaction
You may have helped me find my passion
But you were always a distraction

I loved you for a while, and then that changed
Because one thing happened to us, yeah we aged
But I still don't understand, why was I the one to blame?
You thought I was your ex, you really thought I wouldn't change

I'm not the one who lost
Cause you losing all your friends

First your ex and then you lost me
And your actions, super costly
I still see you in my nightmares
Cause you always try to haunt me
You just tossed me like I'm trash
Like I'm your dirty laundry

But I'll wait
And I'll keep waiting for the day that we meet
One last time
Who knows what's gonna happen?
It might be the last time
Cause when you cut me out your life
It was only halftime

But now it's the fourth quarter
Let's end it
Stop saying you're the victim
Stop pretending

Cause you hurt me and your ex
You said he doesn't give a shit
And made me feel like I'm up next

But even though I hate you
I still wish for one more talk
I still wish for one more walk
Not to send me any threats
Or my car that you would stalk

I really thought there was a we
I really thought we were team
I really thought we'd be together
Things ain't always how they seem
Even when you didn't talk to me, you're still all of my streams
But maybe I'll wake up and this will all just be a dream

The first was why I left
And the second's why I'm back
And then I got addicted
To a whole bottle of Jack
I thought I had my life together
I thought I'm back on track
But i don't know if I'll move on
Because I'm always holding back