Mixed emotions, I feel it
Feel the pain, you can't heal it
I loved you way too much
But mistakes, I can't repeat it
I don't ever lose, undefeated
Til' I saw you in the bed cheating
If the only thing you were tryna do
Was hurt me, then you succeeded
I had you up on my speed dial
But you ain't answering calls
Saw your new man, but we ain't friends
Just wait till we go brawl
Before, you said that you cared for me
But all your talking was cap
Said you missed me when I started singing
I'm coming back into rap
You played me like I ain't shit to you
Everything you contribute to
It was all a game, I don't wanna play
Don't talk about the shit I didn't do
You acting like it's all my fault
But you're the one who messed up
You don't take the blame, you just put it on me
Even to this day, haven't fessed up
But I still miss you, I can't diss you
Screwed me up, I still forgive you
All the things that I did with you
Everything that I didn't give you
Your gold digging ass played me
You kept telling me you don't hate me
You're the one who stayed right next to me
When I was in pain and said save me
I thought I met my one and only
Now she the reason that I'm lonely
She be saying she know the Kro
But she don't know Dev Joshi
You told me that you like hockey
So on your heart, I play goalie
If you haven't listened my whole song
Then listen up very closely
Mixed emotions, I feel it
Feel the pain, you can't heal it
I loved you way too much
But mistakes, I can't repeat it
I don't ever lose, undefeated
Til I saw you in the bed cheating
If the only thing you were tryna do
Was hurt me, then you succeeded
I don't know if I still love you
I don't know if I still hate you
Even though I cared for you
You still said I wouldn't date you
Everything you were telling me
Is a thing I could relate to
Then you saw me as the villain
And forgot the things I gave you
Girl, I hope you understand
I tried to lend you a hand
I hoped you'd be my love
But I guess things ain't how we planned
And now you broke me
You said our thing was low-key
You said you got a new man
And that's one thing that provokes me
He don't know me
I never knew about true love
Til I met you back that summer
You kept crying to me on the phone
And I just let you in in my comfort
Then our bond grew, said I want you
I talked about you to my mother
Then you kicked out of your house
When I forgot to bring my rubber
Time only can tell
I don't know what I'll do next
Cause you broke my heart in pieces
When you sent the late night text
You said I was like the others
But I really tried my best
But then you left me, made me hopeless
And your face, I can't forget
Mixed emotions, I feel it
Feel the pain, you can't heal it
I loved you way too much
But mistakes, I can't repeat it
I don't ever lose, undefeated
Til I saw you in the bed cheating
If the only thing you were tryna do
Was hurt me, then you succeeded