Without you by my side
It's hard to breathe
Replaying these thoughts
In my head of memories
The light inside my darkness
You were my ecstasy
I don't wanna let you go
I'm tryna find the joy in it all
Those moments came and went But in the end
They all dissolve
They say it's not healthy
To live inside a lost
But I can't let you go
I'm tryna find myself
The world's gone cold
I look inside the mirror
I see you
No I see me
I'm not thinking clear
I don't know
Just where to turn
When I'm feeling all alone
My heart's bleeding
When I see your ghost inside my room
But what's grievance
Felt like this before you were even gone
But I need it
Before the thought of you starts decomposing
But I'll never let you go
Overthinking and regretting some things I should've
Said to you when
You were laying inside that bed
Now you're just a memory inside my head now
I can think of you every time I hear this song now
Over drinking
I've been sipping way too much
I don't listen when they say I shouldn't
But I'm feeling numb
Cause you're just a memory inside my head now
I can think of you every time I hear this song now
Don't wanna take the blame cause it ain't on me
All of our flaws they try to haunt me
Closing my eyes to see I'm falling
But I'll pick myself back up no I don't need nobody
Is what I like to say cause I'm too stubborn
Just like you were
Look up to God say a prayer for me
Those were your last words
Tryna talk to him right now
But I'd rather talk to you first
I can feel you near me
I can feel your spirit
Guiding me on my path
Sorry if I relapse
You just gotta go and give me time so I can reset
So I can reassess everything that's going on
Head's high I'm staying strong
Coping how I cope but lost
Overthinking and regretting some things I should've
Said to you when
You were laying inside that bed
Now you're just a memory inside my head now
I can think of you every time I hear this song now
Over drinking
I've been sipping way too much
I don't listen when they say I shouldn't
But I'm feeling numb
Cause you're just a memory inside my head now
I can think of you every time I hear this song now