David Dolores - Listen Lyrics

Yea
The saddest thing I see
Is when both sides equally wrong
When hatred and pride are fueled by Resentment of family songs
Nobody stops
Even if the whole world comes down
Well be dead before the morn comes
If we keep it about the crowns and clout
Cus we got differences, we let it get in the way
Soon as you say something and I can't handle Nothing in life I can't handle, you're not the first today
But when you standing on my family
I know immediately that you're not with me
I trusted you and now I bleed
So much on the mental
Man I can name several
I'm gonna do my best and show you
I won't be gentle cus its war
Makes us cripple in despair on the mental
So do you drink blue or red?
If I answer you'll shoot us up
Yea even before my meds
Before I collect my last check
You wanna follow my tread
Well hol up i'm still in bed
I'm making some personal amends
So I don't grab the ACP thats in my desk
Passed through your system like
Being sick when I miss you
Pass your gun like its a tissue
I'm already sick don't know what to do
Stuck in my room
I'm feeling the blue haze around me
The dark vibes that make me feel
Like I'm dead already
Having visions of being dead to the tool that made me criminal
Praying to God hoping
I don't follow my dreams soon
Lost in my head every hour of this we call Earth but the moon don't talk back
Listen listen yea hear it in the air
Listen listen yea this isn't accidental
Listen
Blood on your hands I wear
Swimming head above water,
Barely just floating
In abyss of all your expectations
How I'm not making it smaller
My contemplations and
Reading statements online you caught
I'm waiting for a congratulations cus you tryna Take all of my accomplishments nah
I can only stop this shit
Calls on the phone recorded
Wanna know why I would store it
But you don't know more than false prophets And the bitches you follow yea
I'm just drowning in
My thoughts sometimes
Got 9 bitches in the dm
Cus they tried to go and see him but
I got good rep sometimes
Yea all its mine it's a meaning
Yea I'm leaving I ain't gonna change it
Not until I think that I made it
Cus I'm going mad and I won't last long
So imma run over played your game homie
Whip out the driveway and I listen closely
I'm losing my focus
I know I'm losing my time
I'm losing my hope
It's all due to false crimes
You chasing like locusts
I'm not worth more to you than my
Possessions or the dope
Hear my name spoken
Someone make it easier to die
Because I'm broke
Can't even feed myself
Too distracted from all the smoking
Tryna stay woke
Yea hear it in the air
Listen listen yea
This shit is all around you
Listen blood on your hands I wear
When Confliction arise
I don't feel like I'm living or dead
My eyes burning red from
Starting at the wall im jus overthinkin
Fear that bred from hesitation
I know now that everyone
Just dealing they own
They reap the sow
It's all about the dedication and not the dough
F*ck your fancy hoe
We need to feel ourselves to feel each other
You can be a different color and be my brother
Cus it's all about the f*cking hustling
There is no other
Just gotta go use up what you got
It might not be a lot but all I see is rotting
In the streets yea
Cus we get what we deserve and it doesn't get better
The humble feel more pain just gave you my sweater
The wise feel all the rain the tears of the community
Where does a lost mind go
I don't know yea
Listen
I'll only give you one line for this song
So you don't judge what you don't hear
So you can see what I'm on
Listen I'll make it clear to ya
Listen
Listen listen yea hear it in the air
Listen listen yea this isn't accidental
Listen, blood on your hands I wear
You can take one line, read two, listen 3
All fours, take 5, take a break
Give a sec and let us conversate
Nah no no just let it sit and wait
You think you know me
But you don't know two things
Only that I am
For wrong things
Was is worth your scholarship?
Or tainting your accomplishments?
Or scrutinizing compliments?
Or who you thought were really friends?
Yea I'm cool come at me then