David Gómez - Vitamin D Lyrics

I apologize to all my victims
I know y'all want me to die
I've been a sinful man
About to tell you why
Hold on if you want the truth
It's time to see
Why my parents separated when I was a kid
They were complicated
So many things they did

Just a little boy
Never got loved
Abused by my dad
He was addicted to drugs and mama left me
Can't you see?
I love humanity but it's still hard to believe
Let's talk about family
Everyone is my enemy
Losing touch with reality drastically
Nothing left but my fantasy
Being rude was my way to be
From karma I couldn't flee
Twelve years old
My heart was cold
I'd rather die young
Than losing my soul
Who can relate?
To many lies
Pain inside
Just wanna cry
I'm losing my mind
The only thing I knew was stress
Now what is next?
Foster home at the age of twelve

Never been appreciated
Always felt born to be hated
If you related
Be strong
F*ck the drugs
Don't call the plug
Being sober is the power of love
I just wanna dream
But my nightmares is getting too real
You better run
Teenage years is about to come
F*ck everybody
I'm already numb
Which side are you on in the spiritual fight?
Do you care about the human rights?
Have you found your inner light?
Where would you go if you leave tonight?
Only sixteen
Unable to cry
Let's talk about school
Listen to these words by a previous food
Stop trynna be cool
Activate the heart
Universal rules

First off
You gotta empty your mind
You may not believe it
But we all believing in lies
Hypocrites
Deep rooted beliefs
Blood on my wrist
That's what I had
When I was young and sad
I used to stand in the top of the bridge
I got arrested
Back off
I don't wanna be tested
I don't wanna be tested

Feeling hopeless is my only skill
I'm schizophrenic
Is the voice real?
F*ck it
Should I end it all?
Bout to slit my face
You better duck
Here comes the blade
Had to watch my back
Don't miss the past
We all are being trapped
In a changing maze
How you feel about that?
Got dyslexia
Can't even read
Keep the energy
Don't fall asleep
Retain your seed
When you wake up
You will see
This society's draining my soul
Won't lose my hope
Will power of gold
Blinded by the matrix
Too many beliefs
Vitamin D
Dignity
Beg for mercy
Can't you see?
I got a question
Do you know what it takes to be real?
Do you know what it takes to be free?
Have you ever been misspoken?
Have you ever got your heart broken?
Minority
My mom is black
I got authority
My soul is back
Won't go back
Too much stress
Heart attack is what you get
Karma is back
You can't flee

I'm sorry for calling you fat
My insecurities turn me to a dirty rat
My priorities
Believing that the earth was flat
Psychosis
I was lucky that I came back
Was so disappointed at mom and dad
Was way too sad
Was suicidal but nobody cared
You know
Listen to my words really carefully right now
You gotta believe in yourself
People will always have a opinion about your lifestyle
About your way of being
About your words
About your clothes
Trust yourself
F*ck everybody else
Okay you hear me?
F*ck everybody else
I'm out