Start a fire
And watch the embers glow and float into the sky
Take the polaroids
And try to burn these memories from in my mind
Slept on the couch
'Cause the smell of your perfume, it lingers in my sheets
I wanna blame you
But I know the only one to blame is me
Maybe this was all out of convenience
I needed the love that I was scared to give myself
Lying if I said I never fell for you
But I know you're better off loving someone else
Moved out of town
'Cause I couldn't stand the thought of running into you
I said I needed space
But the distance only keeps me from the truth
Saw you tried to call
And I swear to god I wanna be your friend
I let it ring out
Because I'm scared that I'm just falling right back in
Thought we lost sight
Of everything that we fought to keep alive
Needed some time to heal
Thinking back on what we had it's all so clear
That baby this was all out of convenience
You gave me the love that I was scared to give myself
Lying if I said that I deserved you
'Cause I know you're better off loving someone else