David à la Mode - Deadman Lyrics

I'm so scared of being open
I'm scared that if I show my wounds
You'll use my fears against me
And none of my stupid dreams will ever, ever come true

I don't want to ask for favors
No one likes to be ignored
I like to read these days
Even when I never turn the page
I'll read too much into how you say goodbye
Say goodbye

I'm so sorry I was never good at hanging out
I'm too restless and my thoughts are starting to get loud
But I can dance a lonely dance underneath a bright stage
Please don't be mad if I seem to push you a little bit away
(So far away)

So wait for me, wait for me, wait for me
At the bottom of the sea
Waiting for me
I'll get down on one knee
I can be, I can be, I can be
I don't wanna eat
Nothing Christmas Eve will be open
Under my clothes is nervous heat

Oooooooh, you know you're gonna be
Ohhhhhhh, you know you're gonna be
A deadman
Deadman
Deadman
Deadman