I'm finding it hard, harder to breathe
Sometimes I take a big deep breath
Only to choke, on fear
Trouble swallowing my pride, humble sweat drip drops
There's a pain in my chest and this is all over fear
Can we echo, our screams, to crowd of friends?
Or do we sabotage the hunt, to never catch our dreams
Inhale and exhale. In and out from life to death
Can we move even when fear freezes our able bones?
Do we find a whisper heard in our hurricane?
I'm on the brink of heresy, and all I see is God
The edge of doubt finds me gripping to faith
My flesh is weak but, the spirit is willing, willing to breathe
To fight the fear that overwhelms
My stress has broken my heart, but my heart is free
On the eve of absence I am in circled with love
The separation leaves me ill
My heart races, my heart races again until the breathing stills
Over anger into my pain, I dive deeper, deeper into thee
Out of my prison I flee, but fear follows me