Nightmare Video (MV)

Am I in the wrong place?
Or am I just paranoid?
Cause everything feels strange
Maybe these are thoughts I should avoid
Was I chasing the wrong way?
If that's the case
What is that voice?
That's been making that noise
That's been faking a choice
But all I know is
I don't wanna work forever
Where I won't find myself happy
And I just can't imagine myself
Suffering here just for some money
Is all that worth to never get to see
What kind of person I could be?
Is that really life?
Cause I don't want it to be
Making up fantasies
Being scared of what's not there
Why would I ever be?
Running away from things I care
Cause I'm at home
And therefore I need nothing to know
But
I don't know if staying leaves me alone
From night until dawn
For too long
Feeling nothing but wrong
Never tasted life slow
Never saw this show
Never heard this song
Never smelled a ghost
Does it leave me alone?
Seeing the same old shows
Being locked in my home
And
I don't know who's been making that noise
Is it giving me choice?
But I know that
I don't wanna work forever
Where I won't find myself happy
And I just can't imagine myself
Suffering here just for some money
Is all that worth to never get to see
What kind of person I could be?
Is that really life?
Cause I don't want it to be
My heart guides right to an atmosphere
Where feet will
Almost fully fall
But right now there's no wrong, no
Right now there's no wrong, no
Right now there's no wrong
I don't wanna work forever
(Where I won't find myself happy)
And I just can't imagine myself
(Suffering here just for some money)
Is all that worth to never get to see
What kind of person I could be?
Is that really life?
Is that really life?
Is that really?
I don't wanna work forever
Where I won't find myself happy
And I just can't imagine myself
Suffering here just for some money
Is all that worth to never get to see
What kind of person I could be?
(I don't wanna work forever where)
Is that really life?
(I don't wanna work forever where)
Cause I don't want it to be
I don't wanna work forever
Where I won't find myself happy
And I just can't imagine myself
(Cause all I want is myself to be free)
Suffering here just for some money
Is all that worth to never get to see
(All I want is myself to be free)
What kind of person I could be?
Is that really life?
Cause I don't want it to be
Oh, no
Cause I don't want it to be