Apatheia comes every morning
And touches my face
Her frozen fingers
Her cold embrace
I can barely breathe
There's nothing I can do
She pulls me down
I can't move
I lie still in my bed
Time keeps passing by
I can't feel anything
I'm paralyzed
If I could just
Find a reason
To stand up
And start to breathe
And start to breathe
If I could just
Find the strength
To carry on
And start to live this life
And start to live this life
But I just can't
Apatheia gets into bed with me
And holds me tight
She whispers gently"why are you still alive?"
Staring at the ceiling
The lights are blinding me
The darkness in my soul
This apathy
She wipes my tears away
Washes away my sins
No more problems
No more broken dreams
If I could just
Find a reason
To stand up
And start to breathe
And start to breathe
If I could just
Find the strength
To carry on
And start to live this life
And start to live this life
But I just can't
But I just can't
Apatheia
Take me away
Apatheia
Take me away
If I could just
Find the strength
To carry on
And start to live this life
And start to live this life
But I just can't
I just can't
I just can't
I just can't
I just can't
I just can't..