D'avion Malik - Hurt Lyrics

I'm steady running from the pain
I just don't feel the same
They saying man don't cry well I guess I'm just not a man
Depression and the agony people won't understand
I had pen and a vision I never had me a plan
Never had me a plan
Never had me a plan

I'm going crazy in my own mental
Like f*ck is going on why I got so many issues?
People dying left and right the people that I held close
Never said I love you but I really just need you to know
My heart be ripping when I'm in the dark
Thinking how we fell apart
Times getting hard but this shit was hard from the start
I graduated school don't even know how I made it
High school was never my thing I never really had patience
And now I plan to be the things that they said I wouldn't be
I ain't never doubted you so tell me why you doubting me?
I ain't looking for no paper can't nobody sign me
I'm tryna go somewhere far they a never find me
They say I'm tripping I just need some love people walking in and out I feel like I done took enough
I done got addicted to the liquor and the rolling up
They telling me to slow it down if I wanna stay around
I been praying to God I hope he hear me
This shit is getting filthy
Can't tell who really with me
And I ain't seen my momma in some months I'm starting to feel shitty
I know my sister and my brother been missing me plenty
This shit ain't adding up
Wishing I can take the pain away but I'm not good enough
So I put my soul inside this music hoping someone feel me
Everybody know Malik but don't nobody know the real me
I'm talking to my god parents when I'm feeling lonely
Rondale and brittnee MVP they the one and only
I used to call justyce my momma but I need leslie
I try to act like I be happy but it really stress me
I'm steady running from the pain
I just don't feel the same
They saying man don't cry well I guess I'm just not a man
Depression and the agony people won't understand
I had pen and a vision I never had me a plan
They tell me to go to college that shit is not in the plan
Momma I'm really sorry I know you don't understand
I know you want me in school but momma I'm not a fan
And I'm gone get it regardless so f*ck what them people saying

And I hope you love me for the choice I make
Even if I'm f*cking up
Rolling up these games and dutches promise I can't get enough
The only thing I care about is how you care for me
Even if I'm down and out promise that you there for me
Now my actions got me thinking differently
Only thing I ever did was showed love why these niggas envy me
Every time you needed help I gave my help constantly
I ain't got no words for you I feel like I can't respect you
If you ever stole from me then I never will accept you

If you ever stole from me then I never will accept you
If you ever stole from me then I never will accept you
If you ever stole from me then I never will accept you