May twenty five, that's when the boy had arrived
Nine pounds, four ounces, the baby was a heavy size
He was birthed from the same place as Sean Don and Shady
Would knew this baby could probably become the greatest maybe?
And no I'm not on drugs, I swear I'm not talkin' crazy
I'm just fully confident in the fact that my shit is wavy
I told y'all once before, I ain't nothin' like other dudes
Swear the boy been smooth since days of PS2
Remember watchin' porno flicks and eatin' Ravioli
I remember I was eatin' Trix and watchin' Zack and Cody
Remember breakin' glass on my neighbor's old minivan
I kept showin' my f*ckin' ass like bitches on Onlyfans
Look, behavior had me trippin', effects of my bored conditions
Even though my grades wasn't slippin', I still made dumb decisions
Like back when I was eight, I developed habits of stealin'
Thank God I conquered that 'cause I could've grew up in prison
Take me back to Country Kitchen, only a few gon' get it
If you know then you know, if not then you ain't supposed to get it
It's family bidness, this that grandpa and granny bidness
'Member after church when we all was eatin' on Church's Chicken
I'm gettin' kinda teary eyed from all this reminiscin'
Not in my feelings I'm just grateful that I'm still existin'
Smile on my face just to show you these are my happy tears
I pray for peace, love, wealth, and livin' eighty more years
Since elementary school I never hung out with none of you guys
Never f*cked with niggas 'less you comin' with family ties
Only shit I needed was myself and my wrestlin' men
Wanna take it back to me and Lee in my granddaddy van
Only shit I feared was German Shepards and doctor meetings
Only shit I feared was Freddy Krueger and public speakin'
Came up thinkin' that you solve ya problems by throwin' hands
I came up thinkin' f*ckin' lots of women made you a man
Came up thinkin' growin' up in dysfunction was normal life
It's crazy when I think of all that shit that we normalized
Like I remember hearin' Shay and Krystal, aggressive speakin'
That just made me think that disagreements required screamin'
Jada had to leave for me to see my unhealthy ways
Came a long way, but for my trauma I'm still a slave
Gotta tell my story and I gotta tell every page
Can't be a shinin' star if I don't highlight my darker days
All up in my feelings, really wanted to end it
Glad I went through that shit though 'cause it just made me resilient
'Member my English teacher, told me I was a leader
Remember my Auntie Sarah would always called me preacher
I'm gettin' kinda teary eyed from all of this reminiscin'
Not in my feelings I'm just grateful that I'm still existin'
Smile on my face just to show you these are my happy tears
I pray for peace, love, wealth, and livin' eighty more years