What I had in mind it's hard to know
Where can I find light that makes my mind blow
Lost in the dark nowhere to go
I tried I tried to hide
But my emotions overflow
But the pain won't go
I fight the demon that haunts my soul
Searching for a place to call my own
I feel I feel but you never knew
I cry I cry but you never understand
Dying dying that's so wrong
Am I who am I should I say it twice
I feel I feel that's so true
I cry I cry feels like drowning
Dying dying just dreaming
Am I who am I should I say it twice
Through trials lessons I must discern
Sometimes sometimes my hopes are adjourned
In my life I've been burned
I'm crying and I don't know the reason
I wanna die and I can't stop right now
My life should be done by now
I feel I feel but you never knew
I cry I cry but you never understand
Dying dying that's so wrong
Am I who am I should I say it twice
I feel I feel that's so true
I cry I cry feels like drowning
Dying dying just dreaming
Am I who am I should I say it twice
Should I say it twice
For you to understand
Say it twice
Lose control
Lose control
Lose control
I lose control
Is it hard for you to understand
Is it hard for you to understand
Is it hard
Is it hard
Is it hard for you to understand