Gotta be real honest this ain't what I wanted this ain't what I wanted
Gotta be real honest feelin really haunted this ain't what I wanted
Gotta be real honest this ain't what I wanted this ain't what I wanted
Gotta be real honest feelin really haunted this ain't what I wanted
Gotta be real honest
Take me back to the life that I use to have
With all the c minus bitches that I use to smash
When I would dibble and dab in mediocrity
People tellin me DAWG you know ought to be
Conscious about livin in reality
You'll never reach dreams you'll never be seen
You'll never be rich you'll never have things
But I had big hopes big dreams
Steady visualizin these big ole things
Like in a high rise stackin big ole change
Then hoppin in my ride yea a big ole range
Rememberin the time yea it all changed
Pumpin adrenaline all through my veins
But now I lost the reins and it's out of control
I wanna go back from hot to cold
Gotta be real honest yea yea
This ain't what I wanted naw naw
Gotta be real honest yea yea
This ain't what I wanted naw naw
Gotta be real honest this ain't what I wanted this ain't what I wanted
Gotta be real honest feelin really haunted this ain't what I wanted
Gotta be real honest this ain't what I wanted this ain't what I wanted
Gotta be real honest feelin really haunted this ain't what I wanted
Gotta be real honest
Take me back to the life that I use to live
Give me back all the shits I could never give
Yearnin for the fake surrounded by the real
Now you know the deal when it comes to me
All this shit I got means nothin to me
Now I'm soundin pretty stupid dumb to me
But it's how I feel like it's some disease
Put my mind at ease yea I wish I could
Buy up all the weed yea I wish I would
Can't even leave my house without
People runnin up grabbin scream and shout
Rememberin the time yea it all changed
Pumpin adrenaline all through my veins
But now I lost the reins and it's out of control
I wanna go back from hot to cold
Gotta be real honest yea yea
This ain't what I wanted naw naw
Gotta be real honest yea yea
This ain't what I wanted naw naw
Gotta be real honest this ain't what I wanted this ain't what I wanted
Gotta be real honest feelin really haunted this ain't what I wanted
Gotta be real honest this ain't what I wanted this ain't what I wanted
Gotta be real honest feelin really haunted this ain't what I wanted
Gotta be real honest this ain't what I wanted this ain't what I wanted
Gotta be real honest feelin really haunted this ain't what I wanted
Gotta be real honest this ain't what I wanted this ain't what I wanted
Gotta be real honest feelin really haunted this ain't what I wanted