Day by day things pass me by
Nothing to do but sit inside
Wondering what could be with my life
Too scared to even try
Time goes on ain't punchin no clock
Got no car I guess I'll walk
And then it comes to me wait I forgot
It probably wasn't even a useful thought
And so I get home when it's dark
What did I really do today
Did I really leave a mark
Can you find my words to say
Just don't think that I'm pathetic
This self loathings making me sick
If you were more sympathetic
You'd understand these nervous tics
Insecurities build up inside my head
They come to me when I go to bed
I'm stuck in water I can't even tread
I didn't understand a word that you said
Days go by I'm still inside
Nothing to do I'm bored out of my mind
I'm in this shelter I'm so confined
Like an animal and its leash is tied
Time to break out of this cage
I think the doors jammed by the restraints
I gotta get out gotta escape
This crippling feeling inside my brain
And so I get home when it's dark
What did I really do today did I
Even really leave a mark
Can you find my words to say
Just don't think that I'm pathetic
This self loathings making me sick
If you were more sympathetic
You'd understand these nervous tics
Insecurities build up inside my head
They come to me when I go to bed
I'm stuck in water I can't even tread
I didn't understand a word that you said
Just don't think that I'm pathetic
This self loathings making me sick
If you were more sympathetic
You'd understand these nervous tics
Insecurities build up inside my head
They come to me when I go to bed
I'm stuck in water I can't even tread
I didn't understand a word that you said