It's getting harder Yup, I'm bad shit, f*ckin' crazy
It's getting harder to hold on to me The part of me that is sane
The part of me no longer in pain Get out of my brain
It's getting harder to hold on to me, oh yeah
It's getting harder to hold on to me It's getting harder
Anxiety sweeps in Like a rush of adrenaline
I try to hold it back But that's where I lack
The hold on my mind To tell myself I'm fine
Just take a breath And don't hold no regret
It's getting harder to hold on to me It's getting harder
But the problem is there For me I f*cking swear
I know you can't see it And I can't explain this shit
But it makes me wanna quit It's so hard to commit
To anything really So I have to keep pushing
It's getting harder to hold on to me It's getting harder
I know I'm f*cking crazy And everything becomes hazy
Lost in a blurred state So it's hard to relate
Anxiety in overdrive Barely able to survive
I tell myself to calm down It's time to fix my crown
It's getting harder to hold on to me It's getting harder
So with each breath I take I slowly make a break
Through the suffering And start recovering
The part of me That started slipping away
The part of me That I gave away
It's getting harder to hold on to me
It's getting harder to hold on to me