Daws.LF - 2019 Freestyle Lyrics

If you're looking for the word, that means caring about someone beyond all rationality
And wanting them to have everything they want, no matter how much it destroys you, it's love
And when you love someone, you just, you don't stop, ever
Even when people roll their eyes or call you crazy, even then, especially then
In fact, you know, take the whole world's advice and move on and find someone else
That wouldn't be love, that would be some other disposable thing that is not worth fighting for

All those flowers and those late nights and long talks on the phone
And every mistake that I can't make right, like how I left you alone
Every argument and fight I regret, now you're gone
I regret, now you're gone
I'm writing this because my mind is full and I have no one to turn to
And I want nothing less than for you to have a happy view

But every time I picture you happy, I'm always there with you
I guess I never thought of being happy with somebody else
I wanted that for us because around you, I could be myself
I need you, I can't do this by myself

Every goal I set and break, you're the one I wanna tell
I was at the bottom the day that you left with just a text
My life is a mess, but when I'm winning, don't expect me to be compassionate
I always knew that you were so bad at all this passion shit

And this is one of those times where I need you to keep the traction with
I miss this, I miss us, I miss you most importantly
Want you in my life, but now that's gone and I can barely breathe
I put myself in this situation, I did this to myself

But you don't have all the information, this story has more to tell
Wanna cancel this simulation, it's putting me through hell
And people talk about me, but all of it is untrue
They don't know about the good times we went through

Every text that I sent you just to get you back, they have no clue
Like all those flowers and those late nights and long talks on the phone
And every mistake that I can't make right, like how I left you alone
How I left you alone
Every argument and fight I regret, now you're gone
Every argument and fight I regret, now you're gone

But shit's changed now because that's the old me
Thinking back on it, I can't believe I let you control me
Scrolling through my notes, I couldn't let it be a reality
The first half gave you hope, but now I'm better off actually
I got my money up with my clothes on, I didn't wanna copy you
I got my own crib, I bought land, I'm winning now, you're almost through

But shit, it's all love, you know that, I still care, that's nothing new
Cause when you call up, I'm still here, I'm just not hung up on you
And you recently texted me on some crazy shit
You told me everything that he does wrong and what you miss about me

So basically, f*ck all those flowers and those late nights and all those talks on the phone
Every mistake I made was right because now I'm actually home
I do regret the arguments and fights, I admit I was wrong
But I'm learning to better my life cause I hate being alone

No, oh, oh, oh, oh No, oh, oh, oh, oh