Cigarette Video (MV)

Is it daylight already, well there's the sun
Who today will I be to be heard by someone
At least anybody in this crowded room
That can keep me from sinking into that dark blue
As I near the end of an old road and a new one begins
Regret is all I'm feeling for my outs and ins
Please talk at me
Be my muse
Help me see
Help me find me
As I head-butt the wall
And hear myself think
You make me stand tall
And swallow my drink
And pull me from my sink
Why is it me
Who is lost out at sea
Drowning in thoughts
Of how I wish I could be
Selfish old me
There are ones who hurt the more I see
I just really think
I need second to let myself breathe
Stuck between two friend groups, I'm a friend of none
Always jumping through hoops to be burnt by a son
Lighting the wick to this busted bomb
If I could breathe you in it might keep me calm
I'm usually unfulfilled and unsatisfied
I know you'll help me grow out of it once you open mind
To show me what life really has in store
Just kiss me and show me what this is all for
As I head-butt the wall
And hear myself think
You make me stand tall
And swallow my drink
And pull me from my sink
Why is it me
Who is lost out at sea
Drowning in thoughts
Of how I wish I could be
Selfish old me
There are ones who hurt the more I see
I just really think
I need second to let myself breathe
Is it daylight already, well there's the sun
Who today will I be to be heard by someone
At least anybody in this crowded room
That can keep me from sinking into that dark blue
As I near the end of an old road and a new one begins
Regret is all I'm feeling for my outs and ins
Please talk at me
Be my muse
Help me see
Help me find me