DayLaSoul - Livin' for Pops Lyrics

Living the life of a man
Doing the best that I can
I'm so tired of killing myself to try and meet your demands
Iv'e always tried to be your son but you won't give me the chance
Dad
Why you gotta do me like that
Thinking bout writing you some letters but would you write back
You Never hearing my feelings so why fight back
I mean I understand you tryna make me better inner stellar space travel
Maneuvering through the weather
You think you a lil better cause you got a lil cheddar
Naw you ain't
I ain't worrying about your money its funny how when I was younger
Yo money wasn't ever there
Damn
Moms was strong all alone its kinda cold how when I was four
You left us at the bus stop with no way
Yeah
That was you
I ain't forget
No hard feelings if god willing
Its all love and praise and thanks to the man that played a part in why the kid living
Im grateful for you pop
Thank you
You showed up to my graduation
I love you but then I hate
To you I'm forever grateful
No feeling to you are hateful
One of my heroes great pilot afro american Negro
You know your history
That really sits with me
The way you talk about my life is really hitting me
You in my heart but we don't talk this shit is crippling
You never write or hit my phone its kind of sickening
You said you missing me
Them words is blistering
Then why you distant then
Said I need discipline
This one for you I hope you hear it and you listening
Imma love you forever pop

I don't wanna
I don't wanna
I just wanna live my life
My life
I don't wanna
I don't wanna
I just wanna be myself
Myself
I don't wanna
I don't wanna
I just wanna live my life
My life
I don't wanna
I don't wanna
I just wanna be myself
Myself
I just wanna live life
My life
I just wanna be myself
Don't care if its right
And I don't care if its right
I just wanna live life
My life
I just wanna be myself
Don't care if its right
And I don't care if it's right
I just wanna live my life
My life
I just wanna be myself
Myself
I just wanna live my life
Do me
I just wanna be myself don't care if its right

Demons Lurking on my mind in they shell toes
Echoes of these voices in my head stuck like Velcro
Only hell knows
I guess I'm hell rose
Going out throwing hay makers and elbows
Try once and you might not make it
You see a picture of yourself and you might just hate it
Outchea waiting and people always outchea rating
You wanna change your stars rearrange your cards
You don't like it you should changed your God
Cause I won't change at all
Imma get it cause I gots to ball
Like Curry when he gots the ball
I'm pulling watches off
While I'm chilling in my socks and drawls
I had a real nice view and a real sweet lady
Had a dream of a coupe where the top sit lazy
Hope you hear my shit and it makes you go crazy
Huh
Hope it make you go crazy
So now I'm sitting at the table
And if my life is a fable
I'm tryna stay connected like some cables
I'm chasing after numbers comma bagels
I'm posted like some horse in a stable
With the world on my back I just hope that I am able
Living on the dark side of the moon
Fast path to my doom
You can hop inside my spaceship cacoon
If you don't like it then move
If you don't pick me then your destined to lose

I don't wanna
I don't wanna
I just wanna live my life
My life
I don't wanna
I don't wanna
I just wanna be myself
Myself
I don't wanna
I don't wanna
I just wanna live my life
My life
I don't wanna
I don't wanna
I just wanna be myself
Myself
I just wanna live life
My life
I just wanna be myself
Don't care if its right
And I don't care if it's right
I just wanna live life
My life
I just wanna be myself
Don't care if its right
And i don't care if it's right
I just wanna live my life
My life
I just wanna be myself
Myself
I just wanna live my life
Do me
I just wanna be myself don't care if its right
And I don't care if its right