DAYLATE - better off Lyrics

Baby you know I saw the future in you
Crazy kind of rush that hit me like a daydream
Now I'm wondering if you're real or faking
Disappearing, silence on the line near enough weekly
Circle back around like it's that easy
Say it's nothing personal, like really?

I hate to think it
I hate to know it
I hate to show it
But I'm better off
And I wish I wasn't
And I wish you weren't so chaotic
Oh I'm better off

Lately I've been working on myself
Healing, think I'm growing up I know I'm changing
Though I love you, we don't want the same things
So blame me, guess I am the one who's come complaining
Like you're not enough, trust me you're saintly
Hidden in the dark we got so messy

And I hate to think it
I hate to know it
I hate to show it
But I'm better off
And I wish I wasn't
And I wish you weren't so chaotic
Oh I'm better off

No I'm not angry
I'm just sorry
It's like I've betrayed you
Cause I'm happy
No I'm not angry
I'm just sorry
It's like I've betrayed you
Cause I'm happy

And I hate to think it
I hate to know it
I hate to show it
But I'm better off
And I wish I wasn't
And I wish you weren't so chaotic
Oh I'm better off