Days Like Today - Letters Lyrics

I'm pacing back and forth, I'm losing sleep again
And I can't keep on checking for those letters that were never sent
And every single time I close my eyes I see the day I left, I'm sick
And I'm so over all the bullshit
This place keeps filling up my head with so much doubt
I'll try to choke this down
Just to get this awful taste out of my mouth

I'm trying my hardest
I can't remember how the hell, or where this all started
I'm laying in this empty bed
I feel like I'm in way over my head
I guess it didn't work out quite how I wanted it

I can't figure out what's wrong with me
Thank God my heart's not worn upon my sleeve
Just imagine what you'd see in me
Maybe I'll just never bloom
All I feel are shades of blue
And I still can't help but think that every single thing they say is true
Like good things come to those who wait
Or do it before it's too late
But I'm tired of this pressure
My shoulders are too weak from all this weight

I'm trying my hardest
I can't remember how the hell, or where this all started
I'm laying in this empty bed
I feel like I'm in way over my head
I guess it didn't work out quite how I wanted it