then its gone Video (MV)

Give me one more try
Then I swear I'm done
Spent all my money chasing down gods
We should run away this time
I know I said it before
Why is it the things I want the most
Is always gone
It's like sand
Falling from my fingertips
And my life
Is always out of grasp
And every time it gets harder
I fall to pieces
We're just grains of sand
It doesn't matter anyway
How do I know
Where do I go
When it's gone
Watch the world spin
Everything's not as it was
How do I know
Where do I go
When it's gone
Hold it too close
Run in circles
Then you're lost
Lost
I've fell into another hole
And it's deeper
Clawing at the walls
Can I get a little closer?
Out of my mind
I don't wanna be the smallest fish
Turn me around
Way too scared of being older
Hourglass spilling all the sand I can gather
Why am I afraid of being left behind?
It's like sand
Falling from my fingertips
And my life
Is always out of grasp
And every time it gets harder
I fall to pieces
We're just grains of sand
It doesn't matter anyway
How do I know
Where do I go
When it's gone
Watch the world spin
Everything's not as it was
How do I know
Where do I go
When it's gone
Hold it too close
Run in circles
Then you're lost