Dayymein - Euphoric Lyrics

I can't count on my fingers how many devoted their loyalty, but still tried to leave me for
Dead
Like how many times I done tuned out the noise, but still hear that shit in my head
Significant memories fall in the void, told myself Ill slow down on the meds
Can't follow my father, had to make that choice
I just hope he watching me from
Swear to god we all living just to die
Like, I'm just steady counting all my sins
And I had some love for you
And I like, but you went and did that shit again
And I couldn't go for suicide
Like, it's just hard for niggas to pretend
And I'm on a road that's do or die
Like, only brothers I don't got no friends
I just hope I can live on forever
Cause I heard the greatest of great, always dying young
Had to distance myself for the better
Cause I knew that one day I'ma grab a gun
She don't want me to leave her hands up in the sweater
I tried to tell her I'm already done
And I had regret ever since I met her
I can't believe she almost had my son
We had 800 days and on and on
Now they fading on and on
And I keep on praying on and on
I know god ain't steering me wrong
And These demons been haunting me for long
But I'm obviously gonna keep it going and
It's just for my mother keep it strong
Hope they hear my pain up in this
I can't count on my fingers
How many devoted their loyalty
But still tried to leave me for dead
Like, how many times I done tuned out the noise
But still hear that shit in my head
Significant memories fall in the void
Told myself Ill slow down on the meds
Cant follow my father, had to make that choice
I just hope he's watching me from death