D-Bonz - The Darkness Follows Lyrics

I'm afraid to be gone. Thinkin of makin your satan lead on. Fakin my sanity
Brain in me songs. My faith, it is faithfully makin me hate that I'm angry in songs
But the shit feels good, like I'm takin a hit. Mainly, because I feel safe as a bitch
But the devil in me with the deep blue eyes, be hastily makin me hateful as
Shit
Half of the roots grew from you bitch. Yeah I'm rappin to you, I loved you, shit
What happened to you? I was happy with you. But the change you made was
Just too sick
I was askin for you; They were fappin to you. But the attention they gave you f*cked your shit
Oh Now you wanna be with me? Hell no! F*ck you bitch! You can suck two dicks
How do you feel? Knowin you roll with the hoes and the most you're accomplishin is
The satisfaction of a f*cking loser who only cares about smokin pot with his friends
You're f*ckin ruined of course Imma say shit. You're one of them now stay in your station
Now go make living off takin a big load a cum straight in your face, bitch
This ain't even half of the darkness (yes) that resides in my wrath when I start shit (yes)
You ain't even a scratch or a scar, bitch you ain't shit to me but a past and a hardship
It's like the darkness is meant for me. I just know it, yeah, it's gotta be so
There is no other way, now, pretty soon, the darkness will swallow me whole

In the hole in the middle of my heart. There's a part of me that causes me
To be scared of the dark
I try to run to the bottom of this bottle, but no matter what I swallow, I'm just tearin a part
Yeah
I try to run, but the darkness follows
I try to run, but the darkness follows
I try to run, but the darkness follows
I try to run, but the darkness follows

I got my trust misused. Shit, I got enough issues
You want me live my life the way you would?! Shit, f*ck yo shoes
I kept sayin there was more than one way to live life, but you never would hear me
Now that I'm out doin my own thing, living a life without me - That's what you choose
Remember when you poured your heart out? I bet you feel like a motherf*ckin retard now
But I never did say a damn thing about it, but when I get to thinkin about it, it was pretty harsh how
You waited to the last damn minute to say shit, but you were six months to late
Now that i think about it, you had a fallout with your dad too. This shit must be fate
You're in my mind all the time, not a damn day goes by in my life that can't say
I wish told you what I thought. This shit was my fault. Because I felt the same damn way
God dammit I shoulda cried with you. We're family! I shouldn't have to miss you
But I am this! And this is you! We both just ran away from the issue
But to be honest. I mean for real, I'm just jealous of what you have
Like any other kid, I looked up to you, but it's f*cked up, that's just too bad
Both of our heads were too hard for this shit. All I did in the end was f*ck you, bad
I know you don't wanna here from me, but lemme just say this: I Love You, Dad

In the hole in the middle of my heart. There's a part of me that causes me
To be scared of the dark
I try to run to the bottom of this bottle, but no matter what I swallow, I'm just tearin a part
Yeah
I try to run, but the darkness follows
I try to run, but the darkness follows
I try to run, but the darkness follows
I try to run, but the darkness follows

There's a darkness inside myself I am following you
This is just a cry for help I am solemnly you
This is how I would define my hell, as far as I can tell, this is the brightest realm
From the very hole heart I'm a soldier, I'm hard. Goin' forward, I march
He's a demon, he's soulless by far. He knows, his control of my soul's, in the hole in my heart

I try to run, but the darkness follows
I try to run, but the darkness follows
I try to run, but the darkness follows
I try to run, but the darkness follows
I try to run, but the darkness follows
I try to run, but the darkness follows
I try to run, but the darkness follows
I try to run, but the darkness follows