I've been saved
Just not in that good old way
Still afraid til I'm ashamed again
About something I said when
I was ten
So I pretend
That I'm back home again
I'm sinking home again
You hunt me
Shoulda taken it farther
It's harder with armor
To disarm her
Shoulda seen me waking
Shaking in horror
The horror
No need to defend
I just always thought
I'd get to call you my old friend
Watch me descend
My golden throne and then
I'm sinking home again
You cut me
Shoulda taken it farther
It's harder with armor
To disarm her
Shoulda seen me waking
Shaking in horror
The horror
Home again
I'm sinking home again
You cut me right back down
So I back down
And I always forget
They're never just empty threats
You gut me