D-Dub - Change It All Lyrics

I can't lie it hurts me to look back
Being bullied turned me into a hood rat
Put tools in my rucksack f*ck this f*ck that
Them times them man were still robbing dust caps
Plus my mum didn't have enough cash
I never had free school meals or a bus pass
There was holes in my creps though broke from the get go
That's my life story I ain't going through a rough patch
Bare man move shady most dem snakey
They just wanna try & get close so they can betray me
Friend or acquaintance f*ck you pay me
No thought no maybe fam I'll duppy dem daily
I'm not sweet & innocent that's how I may seem
They wanna see me underground but I should be mainstream
I fell off track a few times life got crazy
I was grinding for my son & expecting a baby

What if I could change it all
But the change in my pocket wouldn't change a thing
It made me think I had to sit down and take it in
I've been shedding blood sweat and tears to get them wages in
I used to think I could change it all
But the change in my pocket couldn't change a thing
It made me think I had to sit down and take it in
I've been shedding blood sweat and tears to get them wages in

I was running road road runner
Yeh my baby momma used to wonder when I'm coming home
I was hurting everyone I know I done it for the doe
I dunno why I risked my freedom like it's nothing but a joke
And my brudda couldn't cope
His mum's an addict but he's still cutting coke
This life we're living had to let the loving go price up everyone you know
We never had nothing till we let something grow
I'm only gonna be me I ain't tryna be the best
Can't you see I'm deeply stressed
I'm feeling like I've been possessed
I bet you couldn't even picture me depressed
F*ck a GP I ain't even been assessed
I had to get it cracking like easter eggs
I didn't need The rest still I've settled down now she's obsessed
She loves me in between her legs
Look I've turned my life round now and I'm feeling blessed

What if I could change it all
But the change in my pocket wouldn't change a thing
It made me think I had to sit down and take it in
I've been shedding blood sweat and tears to get them wages in
I used to think I could change it all
But the change in my pocket couldn't change a thing
It made me think I had to sit down and take it in
I've been shedding blood sweat and tears to get them wages in

They chat about struggle but it's glamorized
Step back analyze come clean sanitize
When you advertise you always chat a bag of lies
Straps and samurais talking how you ran at guys
And how you left em Paralysed you must be really mad at life
Or your taking bad advice that's why we're being categorized
Now they think I'm mad am I for f*ck sake
You've go get it if you wanna live a lavish life
I spent too long admiring the game but I've clocked It's a myth
I couldn't give a f*ck about the diamonds in your chain or the watch on your wrist
Don't be trying it today you'll get robbed in my bits
I'm trying to explain you need watch how you live
She'll be lying to your face don't go soft for a bitch
If your tryna ride my wave you'll get boxed in your Lips
Don't be buying into fame you'll get lost In the mist

What if I could change it all
But the change in my pocket wouldn't change a thing
It made me think I had to sit down and take it in
I've been shedding blood sweat and tears to get them wages in
I used to think I could change it all
But the change in my pocket couldn't change a thing
It made me think I had to sit down and take it in
I've been shedding blood sweat and tears to get them wages in